7 July 2005

mad at myself

It has been almost 2 weeks since I started with this new job and I am still lost in the middle of nowhere....

I should be able to pick up a few things, like the daily procedures and be able to set myself a schedule, so that I am always ahead of things.... but I am soooooo lost!!

I am TOTALLY NOT satisfy with my preformance... if I have to evulate what I have done... I would TOTALLY fail myself!! (But my superviser seemed to be quite happy though.... Do I expect TOO MUCH from myself?? )

Fortunately, my friend is quite supportive and helps me a lot. And of course I have to pick myself up again ("WHY DO WE FALL? SO THAT WE MIGHT BETTER LEARN TO PICK OURSELVES UP."-- from Batman Begins)

Well, I have to work harder tomorrow and hopefully, I can do things better next week.



" You know you have achieved perfection in design, not when you have nothing more to add, but when you have nothing more to take away." -- Antoine de St. Exupery

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